How to Run
Me. My life. That’s it.Moving
So we are moving…
It’s a smaller place and a new part of Cape Town. Should be interesting to get away from the place I’ve been for about 6 years now.
We’ll see how goes.
26-hour day
once upon our time
in a land far gone
where hate crime’s enforced by state crime
even though they say the land of the free was made for both you and me
well, the girl next door might have cancer
and the hospital nearby’s got the answer, but
she’s never been there, can’t afford healthcare
in the arms of the home of the brave, she’s carried to her grave
marionettes for presidents, strung out on wars
and we’re not sure who’s american anymore
division of church and state is my kind of separatism
spreading god’s love through scare tactics is casual terrorism
and if abortion’s murder, let’s strip that right away, and
who gave women the right to vote anyway?
so many babies
brought into the world today
amongst so many maybes
like maybe they’ll feel loved, be provided for, and have a place to stay
but instead of placing them in loving stable homes
that might not fill the conservative bill
they’re tossed around the foster system like a hot potato
instead of making friends of dorothy
they’re thrown to the tornado
death warrants signed by murderers
who came to power through the back door
is this democracy or a monarchy
what do we hold elections for
you write your personal agenda on a post-it note
and leave the constitution lying on the bathroom floor
this is for the world trade center, for columbine
for oklahoma city and the lost and lonely friends of mine
for ireland, iran, iraq
and the suffering caused by the indian ocean’s attack
for falun gong and the berlin wall
the homeless, the hungry, and slaves to drugs and alcohol
indian, australian, african slaves
native americans whose amber waves of grain
were melted down into white men’s riches
victims of war and for salem’s witches
for boys who were told to act more like boys
and girls who were told to only play with girl toys
the voiceless, forgotten, plagued by disease
god help us please, please, please
maybe one day i’ll stop alternating
between thirteen hours of eating and thirteen hours of sleeping
and do something about it with what i guess could have been a twenty-six hour day
lyrics by jaybrannan
Swearing is bad for you!
I hate it when I swear but it comes too naturally and sometimes unexpectedly and then I feel shit (I categorise this as a swear word :) about it! I know a lot of people that manage to go through the entire day without uttering a single curse-word or anything ‘nasty’.
It’s just a gentlemanly thing to do – especially at work and my language overpowers me when I get mad or something doesn’t work the way I want it to etc.. I need to control this and my too sudden anger at the most stupid things!
So I think this is a realistic goal that will take a lot of willpower and restraint and I think I’ll actually find this more challenging than not smoking!
I think (again) that I’ll try and keep tab of the amount of swearing I do on a daily basis and that way maybe encourage myself to ‘cut back’ a bit! Cool.
Me and feeling kak
I have been sick so many times this year it’s not even funny any more. I’m not like sick that I have to see a doctor immediately. But it’s just general feeling crappy. I will have sinus problems or my throat will hurt for about a week until it get’s worse and I HAVE to go see a doctor. So I’ll try and eat right; No drinking; no smoking whatsoever (over a month now!!), getting outdoors more etc.. Let’s hope it works! I’ll obviously only start when I’m feeling better!
Teeth In Progress
I will be going for an op soon to get my four dysfunctionally places Wisdom teeth surgically removed. Then I’ll wait for that to heal and get some professional orthodontistry done.
Weird week
So this week is almost up and I want to reflect on it a bit..
Monday was Monday after the weekend at my dad’s place which was awesome (more later).
Tuesday was Mari’s Matric Farewell and she looked cool.
Wednesday was Braaiday and we had some potjie at Gert’s place and then I went to Canal Walk to spend my R500 voucher :)..
Thursday felt like a Monday after the day off but good as I took some Multivitamins which I’m going to make a daily thing as it’s apparently good – and I went to the gym and walked back home afterwards!
Friday is well.. Friday and feels like a Tuesday now and it’s not done yet but drama at work so far has made it interesting so far.
Dries.
O, btw..
- I did go to the Gym yesterday afternoon and my muscles are killing me today!!
- We had an awesome lunch at Gert’s house yesterday! It was like a bloody buffet!
- Day 15 in the life of a non-smoker…
- The weather here in Cape Town just doesn’t seem to let up!